I think the one who know me quite well will know that I am very close to my mum. We are more like sisters and best friends rather than mother and daughter. Believe it or not, we are not that close before.
This changed when I had my first heart break. Most teenagers would never tell their parents that they started dating and that they are in a relationship. Well, I am the same. I didn't told my mum but my sister did. My mum was unhappy at first, but after getting to know who I am with, she didn't object. (it was a big MISTAKE) Well, after my heartbreak, I was devastated for 2 days, not eating and sleepless. My mum was always there for me, giving me advices that are more of a friend than a mummy's advice, telling me her experience and comforting me the whole time. I was very touched and since then, we became closer and closer. I tell her everything, yes, everything.
Leaving for college, I think she's the one that I missed the most. ALOT is the right word. Everytime she calls, I would end up sobbing because hearing her voice makes me miss her more. The comforting words that she gave me touched my heart and that's why I cried. Well, partially because of that. She loves me no matter what I did, how I behave, how stubborn I am.
That's why I want to say, mummy, I am sorry for being such a big baby. I am sorry that I am self-centered and stubborn. I am sorry that I always make you worry.
I will learn not to do that anymore.
I LOVE YOU LOTS AND LOTS!!! I WILL ALWAYS LOVE
