Your Presence

Slowly, you crept into my thought. I had never thought of you that way, nor had I noticed that you are there all the time. There are times where I really want to let you know, however I didn't dare to take a step further because it might ruin everything that we had until now.

I always had this thing for eccentric people, you are one of these people. Seeing you around makes me happy and sad at the same time. I am scared to look into your eyes, fearing that you might know how I feel about you.

I like your smile, because it's like a ball of sunshine.

I like the way you talk and crack jokes, because I know you are trying to humor all of us.

I like the way you look at me, because it shows that you are serious.

Yet, it is very tormenting for me because I feel like telling you but I can't make myself to do it. So, I hope you would know.

(BY THE WAY, THIS IS NOT WHAT HAPPEN IN REAL LIFE)

April

It's already April. Gosh! Time sure flies huh..

Anyway, it's been a long time since I updated my blog. So a re-cap of April and March.

Trial had just finished, and I doubted that I did well since I am not-very-prepared!! Anyway, it's an opportunity for me to brush up anything that I need to work on.

Heat wave is still all around me, making each day hard to live because it is so hot!!!!

The main thing is that, I found out about something recently. It's quite personal so I won't talk about it much. Let just say that I found its presence after more than 2 years. However, there's nothing I can do about it. Hmm...

Daddy's birthday is around the corner. So, Happy birthday, daddy! I love you and sorry for being so troublesome to you and mummy all the time! I will grow up!

Well, that's all I think. LOL