Reminiscence

I still remembered during my high school days, I would spend the entire school hours chatting with my best friends about all sorts of jokes. Outsiders might not find it funny but well, I always end up with a tummy ache after school hours. No joke, they really brighten up my school life.

Last Sunday, I came across my long hidden Nilam book because my sister was using it. Then, I found out something. This particular book was created by my best friend, K.

Book name: God bless America!

Author: Jane Austen(Okay...)

Publisher: Disney Pictures

And the synopsis is really speechless..

Synopsis: For reason unknown, there was an unscrupulous creature who invaded to the city of America. It destroyed everything along its path and left none alive. Action and battle were taken to take this creature down.

Moral of the story: Do not feed animals without following the rules in the zoo.

Seriously???!!!! It's the joke of the year for me! He wrote the everything in my book!

Another is one that I wrote which he used to laugh all day.

Book name: The world's greatest ghost stories and the synopsis is just a line. ' It contains the world's ghost stories.' I can still remember how he used to make fun of me.

I really salute him! That's what makes my high school life so colorful I guess. It's the friends that we made that make each day bearable.

Anyway, I just want to share this :)

The Invisible barrier

I am a crybaby, especially when I am still a baby. I don't let anyone other than my parents to touch me. Touch me, and I'll cry for sure. That's why I am always defined as not cute to my aunts. One, because I am tanned (yes, even as a baby) and I have small tiny eyes( well, someone defines it as Korean eyes). Secondly, I cry a lot. Yes, A LOT!

Even as a kid, I am often an outsider when all my cousins played games. Those are the days when computers are still not 'the thing'. I still remembered hide and seek is one of our favorite, next to disco ( well, we basically off the lights and start using torchlight to shine the whole room while blasting our eardrums with loud music). Yet, I am always out of those games because when my cousins make fun of me( I am a dinosaur because back then, I am quite chubby.. ehem fat and still very tanned), I'll cry. So, they tend not to count me in, save them a lot of troubles, I guess.

However, when I think back, this is actually a reflection of me deep inside. There's always an invisible barrier between me and all the people who knows me. Although I am very close with someone, I don't open up completely to them. Reason is simple, I don't want to get hurt. If I open up myself to that person, there's always a probability that the person might betray you( I am sorry if I hurt any of you, but this is what I think). It's not about trust. Even if I really do trust you, it takes a lot of time for me to actually start to open my heart. So, if that person can do it, then well done. But for 19 years, the only person that I've ever open up to is my mum. It takes a very long time for someone to gain my trust completely, so if you feel it's worth it, then I'm glad.

There are just some things I would keep to myself for that special someone. Well, that would make that someone special right? If you tell all the things to everyone, then that person would just be one of those people isn't it? Anyway, I am weird so my thoughts are a bit cuckoo.

Well, that's just me :)

Sweet 19

Since I've graduated from high school, birthdays seems to me like just another day. No, it's not like I am making a big fuss over it or I feel sad or anything, but really, to me it's just like any other day.

If you've read my post last year on 2nd of July you'll know what I am talking about. There's no longer princess of the day thing because I am too old for that. Celebration is just mere cakes and good meals which I really do enjoy =). But anyway, turning 19 means I have to be more mature and so, I don't really make a big fuss over it anymore!

Well, I've got tonnes of wishes from my friends and family so to me, it's good enough and I am very touched! It means a whole lot to me! Some stay up late just to wish me when the clock strike midnight on my birthday (erhem.. sheldon, have I answer your question then?:P) Others via message and FACEBOOK!

Thanks to: ( Here goes my long list) Chi Han, Kar Ming, Kenny, Ze Ying, Krishna, Shin Yek, Deena, Synrol, Chong Chin Tong, Kaiye my girlfriend~, Tian Feng, Opie, Jim, Diba, Pei Ying, Jo Ann, Dom, Shahrul, Nan, Adrian, Amy, Shar Linn, Zhen Fung, Siti, Kee, Jin Yong, Ili, Jessey, Gregory, Louis, Emily, Pei Xian, Kee Hung, Ben, Amirah, Sheldon, Pn. Halijah, Jasmine, Ganesh, Vi Leng, Shifa, Sally, Ting Wei, Wei Nanx, Shu Yi, Saktish, Eng Chung, Errol, Caili, Yi Qing, Hui Peng, Chung Ling, Wen Yi, Jia Le, Anju, Mei Ching, Siew Hong, Gloria, Shawn, Ian, Yin Shi, Sandra, Wai Shan, Jean, Wen Huei, Bryan, Adline, Lip Seng, Jolene, Thong, Pui Leng and Min Shen =)

You guys are the best! Thank you so much!

Of course, thank you daddy and mummy for bringing me to life. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you guys!

Turning 19 means this will be my last year as a teen. Well, it's really time for me to grow up huh. Well, step by step I will grow up eventually so in the mean time, bear with my childishness =) Because I plan to keep some of my childishness when I am growing up!