And the last year of my university life had started.
Looking back, I had come a really long way. From a little girl that was so attached to home, now leaving thousand miles away from my homeland :) Wrong choices made for the right reasons to grow up, I am glad that I had chosen this path.
From the start of my last year, I had been blessed with many surprises. I had gotten a good job for next year and found someone who made me really happy, as some might put it, Mr Right! Thinking back, at that point in my life I was actually thinking do I, a person as normal as anyone can be, deserve all this great things in my life? I was afraid, that one day I might wake up and find everything was just a good dream. At times like this, I am grateful to have a soul sister of mine to reassure me that things happen for a reason. She made me realized these aren't just random occurrences and that God had grace to give me all his blessings. So now, it is up to me to appreciate and make the best out of it. In other words, be a good steward of it!
Having my emotional side settled down and finally decided to grow up, I am more sure about what I want in life and planning for the next few years. I realised that I cannot always be the 19 years old who tries hard to be everything. I had learnt contentment and the simple pleasures in life that keeps me going everyday. A simple video call with my family, having meals with my friends, simple chat with my special guy and just having the time to lie on my bed doing nothing had made my days all these times!
So the thing I need to do now is to make sure I can go for that job and to cherish those that walk into my life :)
